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Musings (in search of a creative outlet)

In my desperation to create and express...but finding myself in front of a computer so much of my life....I figured what better place then to take a mental yet creative break...who knows what will happen....

Monday, March 22, 2010

Spring has Sprung

When I think of Spring I automatically think of Santana. Her birthday is March 21st. And she has such an amazing energy (when she's not sleeping) that she just brightens up anyone's day.

The other thoughts that come to mind are pictures of daffodils, tulips, new green stems sprouting out of the cold earth, sunnier days, bicycles, happy kids...a happier me too.

While most people start off the New Year with resolutions,I tend to do it in the spring. Not to anyone in particular- just sort of automatically to myself. I dont know why.

It seems to be more of a new beginning for me. The sunshine and new growth inspire me to put more effort into my own personal growth as well. Which, by the way has been very horizontal over the winter. My jeans actually hurt.

Yes, the red wine, pasta and cheese have done an amazing job on my body. Such an amazing job in fact, that when I saw a reflection of a chunky middle aged woman in high heels in a store front window, I literally fell over when I realized who it was. Me. It could have also been due to the fact that I wear high heels that are really too high.

Thank goodness I hadnt been drinking or I would have had to scream out "Im not drunk!" Which I have had to scream out in the past.... ok that is another story, also connected to high heels, chain link fences, tropical locations and sometimes alcohol.

So when I say Spring has Sprung, I guess I am also referring to my baby girl Santana....who turned 21 yesterday. Not only has she sprung from being my baby girl to an amazing young woman, she has also sprung the country....Who would have thought it would have been her that had the Bali connection. The kid is the most Canadian out of all three of my daughters. Although, a very cute b-boy does have a lot to do with the attraction.

All of my girls are repeating aspects of my life in different areas. It is so amazing to watch myself in each and every one of them. I feel like I have 3D glasses on. Thank goodness they are all so connected and supportive of each other that they wont ever be alone to face anything by themselves. Not that they couldnt, they just have the luxury of not having to- if they dont want to.

I have also just realized that I can cross off another one of my "bucket list" goals this month. I got to dance with all three of my daughters at the same time some place other than our living room! And we were all grown up (well except for me).

The evening was probably one of the best I have ever had. A room filled with tulips and balloons, good food, good people and love... It sounds corny but it's true. I love every person that was there. How often have I been able to say that? Well, actually when I look back- quite a few times. I am so fortunate to have such a diverse and eclectic family. My daughters have all brought such different people into my life. All unique in their own way, but the common denominator has to be they have all chosen partners with good hearts. What more could a mother ask for?